Reflection Point:

I was texting S today. She said: My conditions are stronger than me. She said she had been thinking of writing me an email. A position that I've been in.

There are the things that I would like to do. Finish my album. Write my novel. Make my film. All my things.

It is unclear what my conditions will be in the coming months. I hope that my recent decisions have improved them. I hope I have greater clarity soon.

Lately I have been lacking in will and in strength. It is imperative that I rebuild myself in this regard.

I find joy in my creations. I wonder how universal this is. I also find joy in creating.

It is important to remember why I do the things that I do, such that I can figure out how best to build my life.

It is simple. It is important to maintain this simplicity.